Best Day of My Life

It's too good to be true.

All this time of waiting was worth it, my love, Demetrius and I are getting married in Church next month, and so is my best friend, Hermia. So this is what they call Love. Such strong affection, indeed it's true that the course of true love never did run smooth. All that we have now is something that withstood the test of time.

It's as though I had just woken up from a nightmare, it was extremely scary, yet bittersweet. For now, I'm just sinking into that sweet uncertainty, for what might lie ahead for my Demetrius and I. But now I know through it all, he'll offer me protection, a lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong, he won't forsake me, now, that's enough.

And having Hermia's trust once again, just makes things so great. All those hurtful words spoken no longer cease to exist, just back to what we had once, such love and happiness. It's just like all these that happened, never did happen to begin with.

Just like another day that I, had the Best Day of My Life.

A Sweet Escape

Today i met Hermia, we quarreled, and it was really bad. It's not as though i forced those two inconstant fickle man to fall in love with me. Right from the start I only had eyes for Demetrius, and never for her Lysander.

I don't know what possesed or got into them, but it's definitely not my fault they're head over heels for me. In fact, I'm the one who's most hurt now, and it doesn't make anything much better that Hermia's angry with me. Everything is just soo wrong.

What I need now is a good disguise, away from this, away from the world, a run away. But if I wear a mask, I can fool the world, but I can never fool my heart. I'm just soo lost at what to do.

For the sake of everyone, I've got to hide my heart and what I believe in, but somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart my heart, and be loved for who I am.

I just want to give it all up, go back to the place I belong too, and not be affected by these matters of the heart. That's it, what i need, a sweet escape.

Quit playing games with my Heart

Stop it! Just, Stop it!

Why are you both now making a fool of me? Making a mockery out of me!? Yes it's true I longed for your love, but why is it that you both are confessing your love for me now?

Is this a joke?! Do you actually expect me to believe that all this is real? That you really really loved me? I would very much love to think and even believe so, but a part of me just cannot accept this. No way.

I know I've done wrong, and I really shouldn't have told on Hermia, but surely I don't deserve a punishment such as this? I still love you and I always will, but for now give me some time to cool off, and think clearly, for all these couldn't have just happened over night.

And Lysander, I really don't know what has gotten into him or what is on his mind. But perhaps he's doing this to me for telling on him and Hermia, that he's punishing me. I don't know, but it's just all really hurting, my mind's a totally wreck now.


All this that is happening now is something that shouldn't be happening at all. And if there's really something that can make all this happen, surely it can make things better again? But please just quit playing games with my heart.

Save Me

Save me from this place, Heaven knows i'm falling for you my sweet embrace. Heaven knows i'm waiting for you.

So in the end I decided to tell Demetrius about Hermia's elopement plan. I feel so very lousy now, Demetrius has gone to pursue her, and I have just betrayed my "Best Friend". Today I lost to things close to my heart, my Best Friend and my Love.

And all I need is a good disguise that nobody can recognised that I'm feeling soo small, all these wouldn't have happened if Demetrius had seen right from the start that I was meant for him. But now, he has gone to pursue her, chase her, find her, seek her, every corner of the earth, it's her! Why!

There are a thousand reasons why I should give up, but I'm stubborn in the things I believe in. And I believe one day, just one fine day, you would see my heart, my soul, my feelings, my love for you. And for that reason being so I'll wait, I will.

And just so you know this emptiness is killing me and I don't know how to be fine when I'm not, and I don't know how to make this feelings stop.

So for now, just for now, Save me?

To tell or Not to tell?

That day at Theseus was the worst. Demetrius promised to be with me! He said he would be with me forever, but why is it know he's turning his back against me, denying me yet again? And Hermia too! Do they know it pains my heart sooo very much? Especially the fact that one is my Best Friend (so they call it) and the other the man I love.

I am soo envious of Hermia, she's got EVERYTHING. the beauty, the riches, the brains and everything you could possibly think of! It was almost as if she was Perfect! But me, just the plain old Jane you knew from high school. Call me Jealous if you must, but i would probably think that anyone in the right mind would also be Jealous of a girl like her.

So she tells me she's going to run away with her so called love Lysander, but does she actually think that's going to make things any better for me? I don't think so. It's only going to make Demetrius long for her more and just forget about me even more!

I am in such a dillemma now, to backstab my best friend at the cost of my own happiness or to remain silent in this hurt and misery? I know that we're living in the 21st century and all these love problems is just sooo ridiculous and that I'm just being so naive waiting for a guy who doesn't even love me already! But i guess this is call Love.

To tell or Not to tell?